Doubt

So this week was a long stressful week. Full of tears and most tears. I think I cried every day a couple times...just between the stress and what God is doing on my heart. I'm having a hard time in my photo class right now...just with the proff and feeling like I don't measure up, ever. And that goes with the rest of my life I feel like I never measure up to others standards so then I try to please them and give them what I think they want out of me..it' just a mess but I am working through it. I still am doubting myself with my photos and ugh I just don't know if I could do this for a job, but that is what God is working on my heart about. Going after his calling for my life and not getting caught up in everyone else's. Doing my own thing.

These are some pictures that I did while I was stressed out and wanted a stress reliever. They are old senior photos I did but wanted to play around with photoshop. I love that I edit photos when I get stressed out...this must mean something. lol I CANT wait to be at beulah beach alllllll summer taking photos and editing them:)

love you much

han