Best of Friends:)

Hello to Jill, 

Meet my new best friend:) of course you already knew that. haha I realized I haven't posted in forevers! and that needs to be happening again. Here you go:) Hannah's life:

-I am failing World Civ- it's a three hour night class I cannot pay attention that long. but I have a tutor!  

-Being a RA is hard work. 

-I am dropping my International and Community Development major, and picking up a writing minor. I want to go into photojournalism and need to go after this dream. 

-I got test for ADD, and what do you know I have it. ha but I'm not accepting it over my life, I'm just getting help on how to better pay attention and focus. 

-I've had the worst creative block of my life last week, but i'm getting over it. 

-I'm applying for a photojournalism internship for this summer! 

-Andrew and I are perfect for each other:) 

-I am running a 5k on Dec.3rd in indy! 

-I've been getting into rock climbing (because of Andrew) but i love it :) 

That's the most of it. :) here are some pictures with Drew...he likes to be goofy. haha 

-Hanna Rose 

video just for you!

Watch it all. you may get bored. lol but we laughed at it when we rewatched it:)...we tried really hard to be funny. haha ok not really we are just ourselves

Stop waiting

I got this sweet word from God today.
Today at chapel we had a guest speaker that does church planting. So after, during lunch you could eat lunch and talk to some of the church planters that came. I feel my heart being pulled towards church planting a lot...I don't know if that means in the near future or later on in my life, but I see that in God's plan for my life. So I asked all my friends to go with me cause I didn't want to go by myself...me feeling uncomfortable by myself...even though I really felt like I needed to go. I asked Rich, Joel, Drew, Bre, Alexa, Chels. no one wanted to go. so I was like sweet whatever I guess I will go by myself (not a big deal at all...i made it a big deal)

SO...anyway it was really cool. Got some sweet insight. Most the guys have a vision but don't really know what the next step is. They are just waiting around until God tells them what to do next. It's really cool to hear and see grown men just up and quit their jobs and move to a different state because they felt like God wanted them to plant a church. no job there, no friends, nothing.. yet they listened. (Kinda what you are doing Jill..mmm)  I was walking back to my dorm thinking man that is cool. I wish my friends could have heard that or at least be interested in it...and He spoke ever so quiet...Almost a clear voice maybe it was in my head who knows. BUT!...he goes, Hannah stop waiting around for everyone else. Just Go.. wow..like I needed that to hit my face hard. I keep on waiting around for people, hoping I can pull them along and get something out of it, but that can pull me down most times. I just gotta go hard and fast after God's plan or i'm gonna miss it.. I'm going to miss the sweet opportunities He has planned for my life. They may not be comfortable all the time or what I exactly want to do, but I can't keep waiting around till someone can do it with me, I just have to go.

I don't know what that will look like in the future exactly but I know I have to be independent from my friends who are not following after God's plan. I hope most will follow me or come right along side of me, but I cant wait for them to...i just gotta GO!

ONE WEEK! I GET TO SEE YOU JILL & KATE in the same room !!!!!!!
LOVE LOVE LOVEYOU

This is what I do when I can't sleep

I got bored tonight studying...and decided to edit some pictures from Nicaragua. Here they are. 

I havn't been sleeping much, or eating just from stress, but I enjoy editing and creating something new out of a photo I took.

I know this is creepy. but for some reason I like it..makes me feel really uneasy when I look at it..

Mr. Larry. I miss his cute laugh

this was in the D.R. 

Still my favorite:)

I can't wait to go back. Hoping when we do we'll go together! One big family doing some mission work- thats gonna happen.
:)H.rose

"That's what I want. That's all I want."

Last night I just had a really interesting night...I didn't get to bed till about 4:30 after hours of crying and praying. God just used Hillsong to move in my heart and open my eyes to a lot. I was going through clips from their documentary--The I heart revolution. There is this one... 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cvKHbgFAFZs
Amos 5:21-24.


"I can't stand your religious meetings.
   I'm fed up with your conferences and conventions.
I want nothing to do with your religion projects,
   your pretentious slogans and goals.
I'm sick of your fund-raising schemes,
   your public relations and image making.
I've had all I can take of your noisy ego-music.
   When was the last time you sang to me?
Do you know what I want?
   I want justice—oceans of it.
I want fairness—rivers of it.
   That's what I want. That's all I want."




I'm praying for a vision and a specific calling on how to create this justice and fairness with Heavens view. I pray you will do the same. 


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c26V0DB6Q9s-- sweet video 


Some of Hillsongs pictures from their blog:) just love them
and just found out Hillsong church is Pentecostal...mmm that whole charismatic movement is catching on to something..something real good...  

Doubt

So this week was a long stressful week. Full of tears and most tears. I think I cried every day a couple times...just between the stress and what God is doing on my heart. I'm having a hard time in my photo class right now...just with the proff and feeling like I don't measure up, ever. And that goes with the rest of my life I feel like I never measure up to others standards so then I try to please them and give them what I think they want out of me..it' just a mess but I am working through it. I still am doubting myself with my photos and ugh I just don't know if I could do this for a job, but that is what God is working on my heart about. Going after his calling for my life and not getting caught up in everyone else's. Doing my own thing.

These are some pictures that I did while I was stressed out and wanted a stress reliever. They are old senior photos I did but wanted to play around with photoshop. I love that I edit photos when I get stressed out...this must mean something. lol I CANT wait to be at beulah beach alllllll summer taking photos and editing them:)

love you much

han

Hey good lookin'

Trisha spent the night last night because Michelle went home with a friend. So it was just me and her:) We hung out, watched a movie, showed her our video year book. Good times. haha We wake up get on the computer and i was like ahhh wonder if I can post a video?!?...here it is:)

You should post videos on yours of the kids:)

loveeeeee, 

hannah