This is what I do when I can't sleep

I got bored tonight studying...and decided to edit some pictures from Nicaragua. Here they are. 

I havn't been sleeping much, or eating just from stress, but I enjoy editing and creating something new out of a photo I took.

I know this is creepy. but for some reason I like it..makes me feel really uneasy when I look at it..

Mr. Larry. I miss his cute laugh

this was in the D.R. 

Still my favorite:)

I can't wait to go back. Hoping when we do we'll go together! One big family doing some mission work- thats gonna happen.
:)H.rose

"That's what I want. That's all I want."

Last night I just had a really interesting night...I didn't get to bed till about 4:30 after hours of crying and praying. God just used Hillsong to move in my heart and open my eyes to a lot. I was going through clips from their documentary--The I heart revolution. There is this one... 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cvKHbgFAFZs
Amos 5:21-24.


"I can't stand your religious meetings.
   I'm fed up with your conferences and conventions.
I want nothing to do with your religion projects,
   your pretentious slogans and goals.
I'm sick of your fund-raising schemes,
   your public relations and image making.
I've had all I can take of your noisy ego-music.
   When was the last time you sang to me?
Do you know what I want?
   I want justice—oceans of it.
I want fairness—rivers of it.
   That's what I want. That's all I want."




I'm praying for a vision and a specific calling on how to create this justice and fairness with Heavens view. I pray you will do the same. 


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c26V0DB6Q9s-- sweet video 


Some of Hillsongs pictures from their blog:) just love them
and just found out Hillsong church is Pentecostal...mmm that whole charismatic movement is catching on to something..something real good...  

Doubt

So this week was a long stressful week. Full of tears and most tears. I think I cried every day a couple times...just between the stress and what God is doing on my heart. I'm having a hard time in my photo class right now...just with the proff and feeling like I don't measure up, ever. And that goes with the rest of my life I feel like I never measure up to others standards so then I try to please them and give them what I think they want out of me..it' just a mess but I am working through it. I still am doubting myself with my photos and ugh I just don't know if I could do this for a job, but that is what God is working on my heart about. Going after his calling for my life and not getting caught up in everyone else's. Doing my own thing.

These are some pictures that I did while I was stressed out and wanted a stress reliever. They are old senior photos I did but wanted to play around with photoshop. I love that I edit photos when I get stressed out...this must mean something. lol I CANT wait to be at beulah beach alllllll summer taking photos and editing them:)

love you much

han

Hey good lookin'

Trisha spent the night last night because Michelle went home with a friend. So it was just me and her:) We hung out, watched a movie, showed her our video year book. Good times. haha We wake up get on the computer and i was like ahhh wonder if I can post a video?!?...here it is:)

You should post videos on yours of the kids:)

loveeeeee, 

hannah

Brothers from another mother

Hola, sorry I have not posted in a while...SO BUSY!
buttttt....Jon shradder and jon shaffer came to visit Rich and I:) WOO
We went to a mexican restaurent for dinner, played some games, went to Ivenhoes which is a realllly good ice cream store, they watched the Ohio State basketball game...then just talked:)
It felt so good to have a piece of home here...We had some sweet conversations about spiritual gifts, the Spirit in general. No one really wants to talk about that here...course I would be like them if I didn't go to New Life. But I'm starting to see these relationships from high school just arn't high school relationships that will pass away after college. These are mature, strong, relationships with the Lord in the middle and I know we will all be together when we grow up doing Kingdom work.

Here are some pictures we had fun with:)

Kate thinks Jon and I are gonna get married, I think otherwise...

This is mine and Rich's relationship now. It was just friends who didn't know each other, but now its sooo funny and weird. He is probably my best friend here, besides Trisha.

The guys were comparing their stomaches and made me leave the room right after we took this picture it was funny. 

LOVE YOU,

Hannah Rose